Alright... for starters, I might have changed many times with the passing of time. Right now, I only have two friends in RL. The rest of them lied to me during many years... I finally got angry enough to tell them all off. And now, all I have left are those two friends who I barely ever see face to face, and my friends online.

 Right now, I'm angry at everything. Mom keeps bringing women friends who ALWAYS smoke. Even though they go to the front door, they smoke RIGHT in the front door. So the smoke keeps going inside, making it POINTLESS for them to go outside! And if they don't smoke in the door, they smoke RIGHT OUTSIDE MY WINDOW! Come on! I'm going to blow up one of these days and toss a bucket of water at one of them! Seriously, cut the smoking addiction in my house! It's not funny at all!

 And all I can do is sit on my bed and listen to music really loudly with my stereo and write... man, this sucks... even the people I meet online bothers me until I snap and tell them off too... I'm sick of being lied to... and treated badly... I just can't stand people that think they're better... or that lie to look big... why do they want to be SO DAMN BIG around me!? I'm a simple guy, I don't do anything special! Hell, nobody knows about me but they still feel the need to be better than me! HELL, YOU ALL ARE FOR WHAT I CARE! If you feel like you're better than me, then GOOD, YOU ARE FOR ALL THAT I CARE, DON'T RUB IT ON MY FACE! I'm tired of backfiring at people who lie at me... I'm tired of exposing lies... I'm tired of all those people that only like to annoy the Hell out of me! Like I didn't have enough with my life! I had to quit school three times, I never had a girlfriend and my family hates me. DO YOU THINK I NEED MORE PUNISHMENT!? GEEZ!

 Anyhow. Bye.